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PLS Laila
 i need ur advice and that of your bv's.....
AM engaged and abt to wed...
I ve never visited my man in his house for once except d day he took me there to see the house b4 he pay for the apartment.....
I stayed with my elder sister and her husband.......
As we re planning our weeding together my sister told me dt i need to see him in his house to cost d budget and analysis every tin we needed.........even those dt re coming .........
So i went on Saturday cos he is hosting his committee of friends in his house n my presence is needed there.....
I couldn't come back dt day in whc i notified my sister......
At night I discovered dt my man snores like a big generator. I didnt sleep a wink and saliva drips out of his mouth in deep sleep........

But d shocking is dt he masturbate because when he want to touch me, i refuse and he went to the birthroom and do the thing. he didnt even hide it from me.
This things has killed my spirit and lots of thoughts re going thru my mind since i returned ..
To the extend dt my elder sister n husband noticed my moodiness.....
i was unhappy over every thing and am thinking of calling it off......
I love him but ever since that day i dont feel the love again
pls wat do you advice me to do in this situation and worst is that i am 29 years old and i dont have anyone else
!!!!!!sobbing in tears!!!!!!!!